pre-lamaze class

personally, breath work or pranayama during masturbation always result in the best orgasms…for me at least….might as well try it ;)


jaime baxter: bonding girl

i found more footage from my previous night of work. mostly just silliness, a little bit of insight too. i also did a body reading on a guy based on his profile pictures, in yoga teacher training the first thing you learn is how to read bodies (structure/posture/energy) in order to administer proper training for realignment. Characteristics (chakra) of the body relay character traits in personality and habits. accurate and interesting, though i didn’t record my whole shift. often guys will come in and either don’t have a camera, are too cheap to pay for one on the site, are afraid of being indiscreet or are too shy. so some will ask me to look at the pictures, i normally decline unless its a paying customer, it interrupts the flow of my free chat time. i studied a bit of them at the beginning of my cam journey – you can read the more extreme examples here: Look at my pics

the reason most guys want me to look is for a run down or reaction of their physique or overall looks, “am i pretty?”. with the hidden questions i’ve mentioned before like “would you ever date/meet me?” as a inquiry of their beauty level. then i can administer self affirmation and encouragement to exercise and promote self-confidence and reflection on issues.

internet kills the porno star

tables turning


witchy woman

I’ve noticed that a lot of people are dealing with the issue of the prices of psychics. You are supposed to question and react to it. Aside from the fact that if they were too low there would be an overwhelm, and with the sensitivity and personal lives and needs they can’t attend to every soul 24 hours a day, spirit sets the pace in the best ratio for the collective. Overall, its also a safeguard for you. If you become too dependent on another you won’t bother to try finding out how to do the work yourself, become self sufficient and able to access the same connections. This is what you should be focusing on rather than the negative. The price line is meant to curb you from becoming attached and disconnected because you are relying on another and further denying your own power if the crutch is constantly in place. They are great for times of need but theres a reason many of them, the good ones, also teach the ‘craft’. Learn the practices that will help you take baby steps towards running around with us, we are all family and every family is still whole. We need to all work towards self independence in order to reconnect as a whole.

I’ve decided to dedicate a limited amount of my work for scheduled clients. I do a lot of free counseling with those I’m led to by spirit during the day along with many other projects.

But if spirit is nudging you my way, here’s my info:

free speech via free chat

i usually get into some good discussions explaining my mission and how it all fits together so i recorded some of my free chat time tonight to give an idea – it gets more in-depth but this one is a little beginner so i guess it’s fitting. free chat time is my time to take advantage of the platform and talk about what i want to talk about with viewers, i’m like a public television station. If they want me to act then they can pay for my time. Tuesdays are usually slow, the guys are pooped from the weekend still and usually stay up late on sunday, you get a sense of the collective energy by the traffic and themes that surface from the herds. Tonights vid is a little overview of how it goes on some nights – i have a juicy blog on the way from the night of the super moon – it got real strange ;) hopefully this is a good starter to give you an idea of the whole thing, i’m taking a few days off from the night work now that pay period has closed. cam work is really physical, you sit stagnant for  sometimes too long then its up and down, dildo work kills the wrists and palms, can cause a sort of “rug burn” that will put you out the next days shift and the poses you have to do to give a good diagram are just unnatural, over stretches the groin area (us girls need a man to squeeze our legs around) and a good yoga practice is needed to rehab after a nights work. then theres the dressing and undressing and dressing and undressing, cleaning props etc.  i used to delve into it for hours bc i was so intrigued with the psychological aspect – now that i’ve gotten the picture i can only work about 4 hours at a time without over stressing myself due to the physical and collective annoyances – just as, if not more, taxing than my 8-10 hour corporate jobs because its so physical and repetitive but there is potential to earn relatively around the same, its just hard to keep it up after the mystery is solved – i can’t wait to transition – its a lot like babysitting, counseling, being a wet nurse and sex ed teacher. i do enjoy the discussions and will share future captures as i go. still need to catch up on the other stuff while i take a few days off – enjoy!