still confused? ;)
sexual deviancy is an illness and i’m a healer but firstly, and far more important than the offenders (hell is just fine for them on my account), an advocate for those manipulated, abused and told or threatened to keep quiet…i’m no longer afraid of crippled lepers or too polite to sucker punch them. seane corn mentioned to me “you must’ve be one of those ‘good girls'” didn’t hit me what that meant until later, i carried the secrets for the wrongs of others my life to “keep peace” – ha, more like allow the cycle to continue and go unnoticed. i recall the adults who wove in and out of my life who gave me the “i feel sorry for her” look but said and did nothing about it, just made them too uncomfortable and for pussies its easier to just ignore it as long as its not happening to them…it made it all seem even more inescapable and my burden to bear or that it was just how life was meant to be….guess what? its not, and sadly it’s much more rampant than we like to believe. when i finally go to work with women again, at least 75% have been sexually abused or raped. and i’ll bet 98% mistreated and objectified. so i wanted to know why this happens, what are the root causes. go to the source…anonymous sex addicts and impotents.
from that i opened up a larger can of worms.
lots of love and thanks to my spirits and God for taking me safely down uncharted paths, finding deeper love, truth, compassion, understanding and keeping the sting of judgment and distancing by the ignorant from slowing my mission.
what i’ve learned you can’t buy or take a class on. God also got rid of some trash for me ;) http://youtu.be/1lEl8jrW3H0?t=5m30s
for the tidbits i have disclosed, check out the archives. i started the blog just before i unanticipatedly began my cam work so you can see the evolution and discoveries along the way
onwards and upwards!