wink wank

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e-male: Boogertown… That can’t be real.
me: real deep in my nose
 i’m in austin – you?
e-male: Daytona
me: nice
e-male: Thinking about moving
me: me too:) where do you want to go?

e-male: Anywhere

me: i wanna head to the beach

e-male: It’s nice. I love it

me: why do you wan to move?

e-male: I want to check out Austin. To many bar and good times and not enough money

me: not a bar gal myself
the hills are so pretty :) and the lakes

e-male: Hey… Where are your pants

me: in my pants drawer – where do you keep yours?
e-male: In my closet
me: cool lol

e-male: I have been there once but I can’t remember much. I woke up at a lake with huge cliffs.

me: west lake – i take a drive past there everyday

e-male: Cool… I want to get a job there as a chef. I see all kinds of food stuff on tv.

Are you single
me: kinda
you?
e-male: O..hell yea
me: cool

e-male: What does kinda mean… Js.. You don’t have to answer that. I am totally aware of the douce bags in the world.

me: i have connections in spirit that treat me really well and i have some sugar daddies but no physical boyfriend

e-male: Cool… I need to find me sumin like that.

me: a sugar daddy? :;)

e-male: Maybe a sugar panties

me: hahaha

e-male: Jk… I wasn’t meaning anything by that. Ha. It is funny tho.

me: it is funny :)

e-male: Ur funny

me: thank you :)

e-male: So what do you do for fun

me: my whole day is fun
depends on the season
my work is fun – my fun is fun lol

e-male: 4 real.. Wow How

Am I missing something here, or what
me: god :) who would be more fun? who would be more anything?

e-male: What… Come on.

me:  come on and take it! take another little piece of his heart :)

e-male: I’m listening to it now. I have experienced near death.

So what.. You talk to God
Hello
I have questions
me: ok
sorry – its work hours so i’m doing lots and running many messages
e-male: Do you talk to Him
me: yes

e-male: Well I need you to ask him how to fix my life. And I don’t understand

Understand where your head is at. How you can have a sugar daddy and what ever else and be so happy. I have a golden heart but I have to walk through shit most of the time.
me: i have walked through the shit too – that’s the world -it’s what you plant and cultivate – give love – you are love – stop denying it and plant some damn flowers :)
if you are working for a cause that is meaningful to you the shit is always worth it – the fun comes from you

e-male: I’m trying to but I haven’t found the place that makes me happy. I always have fun… I guess to much fun, from what I hear. But I have know rewards.

me:how can you have too much fun?
you mean you are doing things you don’t care to in overcompensation?
and distraction

e-male: I go to the bar and meet people and the people in my life say I am wasting time and money. I go to meet people to make opertunitys. I have decided to stop drinking tho. So, before you start….

You in your panties is a distraction. I mean.. I like. But damn. I keep trying to get a better look, and I cant.
me: “exercise” Restraint- guys always put in on us to do it for them – i’m giving opportunity – once i was in a yoga training and the teacher walked up to a practitioner (also the director of the studio) and she began instructing him in a very sexy seductive manner – she was giving him opportunity to overcome his triggered response – to stop and refocus the energy as a practice during asana lol
e-male: I’m a lil confused. Are you trying to seduce me.
me: no – i just mean me NOT hiding myself, like in my pics, gives guys a chance to deal in reality with temptation and knee jerk reactions in the temporal body
i usually keep myself shrouded like most just to avoid the energy but we can change the energy with understanding and clarification
e-male: That’s funny No.. Let’s just go with the flow.
me: :) i love flow
e-male: It’s not fair, really… I like to give lil peck on the cheek for good jokes.
me: well thank you – i’m tired of this virtual playground too ;)
e-male: Yea.. I just want a real person to hold, kiss, pamper, spank, and love. And then there I go again… On the raod. And I can’t even find anyone that takes care of them self.
The world is screwed
me: nah – watch my god encounter vids

e-male:  So I’m on my own track. How do I know where to go and what to do. I just feel like it’s time to move around.

me: what about life breaks your heart?

e-male: Everything. No trust No honesty No love No respect No loyalty…. You know

me: can you think of anything you can do to expose and expel that?

e-male: People. I eliminate people from my life.

me: what if eventually all will be prone to it
porn wasn’t always around – people freak about a penis but if we all pleasured our asshole with only our thumbs and were ashamed of it eventually the sight of thumbs would promote anal stimulation and thumbs would become pornographic (kinda a weird analogy but it was in my head yesterday)
same goes for our soul – triggers are a mental vice keeping you in bondage
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