Xtian: Hello Jennifer, Are you doing.?
Thanks for accepting me as your friend.
me: no problem :) have we met before?
Xtian: No my dear we have not meet before
i was just searching for a childhood friend when i came in contact with your charming profile
Hope you dont mind me being your friend
me: not at all :) no coincidences in life – did you find your friend?
Xtian: Yes i did Jennifer
So are you doing Jennifer.?
me: i’m always doing, steven :)
how about you?
Xtian: I am fine my dear,just being so stressful at work
sorry what your work.?
me: i’m a yoga teacher, sexual and spiritual counselor and a medium/psychic
what about your work is so stressful?
Xtian: i work in Naftex operating company as an Engineer
Xtian: I travel to countries to fix up any Engine that as being spoil.and i do fix up our traveling sea boat too
Are you married.?
me: no i’m divorced – you?
Xtian: I am being divorce long time ago by my wife.and life is being hard with me all alone
I have 2 kids a boy and a girl
What about you,do you have kids
me: no kids – why did you have kids?
Xtian: Because i was once married
Xtian: so i have 2 kids from my ex wife
me: why did you want kids?
Xtian: i want to raise a family.i need a family of my own
Xtian: to take over from me when i am gone.i work just for them to be great and have a good future tomorrow
sorry my dear,you dont want kids
me: so you work just for them so they can work just for someone else?
i love children just want to understand everyones head space on the subject – i think some just have kids because they are told/taught that they should – i want to understand their rationalizations
Xtian: Every single thing i have in the word are for my family
what about you? how will they learn to live for themselves and not others?
me: your son will be “you” in the future – do you want him to “sacrifice” his life for another just to have that child do the same and never live for themselves?
Xtian: My dear life as being so hard for me here not being married
me: adding to my point; do you want your son to be in the same hard spot not being married like you?
with children and no sense of self?
me: not trying to be negative – just investigating ;)
me: how will you teach him differently than you’ve learned?
how will he avoid the same pitfalls? he won’t – so how will you use your life as an example to show him how to find live within himself instead of working his ass off to create another robot to do the same – are you happy?
my dear you seems so great and kind with such words of yours
i think it we be nice knowing you more better
me: isn’t that what you are doing? ;) just not by your rules
what type of life do you want for your son and daughter?
Xtian: a peaceful life and a simply life
do you know how to love yourself?
Xtian: Yes my dear,why do you ask such question my dear
me: what do you love about yourself?
bear with me :)
Xtian: My dear can you tell me why you asking all this question
me: trying to help you see a realization to help your kids
to help them perhaps avoid the same loneliness you are feeling doing this alone
Xtian: Thanks for your care my dear
me: its just my nature :)
i find it interesting
Xtian: but i think it we be nice if we can know more about our self
me: what would you like to know about yourself? ;)
Xtian: sorry my dear i cant get you
do you mean what we i love to know about you
me: if thats what you meant – what do you wan to know about me?
Xtian: Everything that as to be know about you
Xtian: My dear am really sorry if you think is an order
me: thats not what i meant – i meant thats a tall order – there is a lot to me
but apparently my conversations don’t satisfy you so what do you want to talk about?
how can i entertain you this morning? (sarcasm)
my dear i we love to know you more better.your hubbies
your job and where you live
me: i told you about my job – i live in austin – my hobbies are: writing, researching, painting, playing piano, singing, dancing, yoga, taking drives through the hills and creating art to complement my work
what are your hobbies?
Xtian: football playing with family and i love going to beach
me: any more data fields to fill?
or can we continue with the conversation that I found interesting?
or is it still about you? i never got the check for the show you bought
Xtian: how do you mean
about me how
you are free to ask me anything i will be very glad to answer you dear
me: you wanted to change the convo but it just got boring – so can we go back to my conversation? i think i’m better at this lol
have you ever date online before?
me: i was a webcam model – i’ve done it for work but i do not want that in my real life – i’m not looking for a long distance relationship or a pen pal – i’m just helping god
back to my question that you never answered:what do you love about yourself?
Xtian: I love everything about my self
me: be specific – sell me on you
Xtian: Sell me on you how?
do you wanna sell your self for me or what ?
me: tell me what is lovable about you
i asked first
don’t be a pushy male – ladies first
obviously you already see it in me and why you added me
Xtian: cos am here looking for someone that i can trust and that have good caring honest understand and true love
me: you’re looking for an online/long distance thing?
what is lovable about you?
Xtian: my dick lol (aaannnnd there it is…)
me: i get messages from random guys around the country all the time – what makes you special?
what is so lovable about your dick?
Xtian: cos i love how precious he is and big Lol
me: go on – impress me with your words
Xtian: very long and thick
me: ok – this is going no where
Xtian: i am very proud of it
me: is this the convo you were looking for? more dick talk?
Xtian: cos anytime i like at my dick am so grateful and happy
me: if you’d like to continue the DICK conversation please send payment to my paypal account – if you’d like to treat me like a human being please answer the following question to resume this conversation: What do you love about yourself?
“often times we are tricked by idolatry”
jesus was a man, a sun of god like all of us. when you worship jesus over god you are worshipping man over god – most often worshipping your dick over god ;)
lots of MASTER-baitors out there